people.

what am i doing here?
this place,
this scene,
god this story..
i dont know what to do
but i will understand
for i have
been here before.

closure,
resolutions..
some items meant to be warnings,
signs meant to be misleading..
perhaps
time itself meant reason,
pass it in like smoke breathed
each season.

give me some time.
time not to think,
time not to comprehend.
but i have prepared..
and i have planned
more than it takes
to be this man,
give as what it needs
to be surpassing
the hard
or easy way..
all that is sum,
that is highly irregardless.

i know im here.
i know
i will withstand.
cannot this kingdom of mercy to lose
to say goodbye
enough to be
at rest..

because
you haven't seen nothing yet