lone.

1 vision & vise.

one horned god said:
"one horn."
another came and said:
"two horns.."
the next horned god said:
"crown of horns......"

"still alive?.."


2 lovely & gone

this is
the highest of high
i am saved

my eyes looks so happy..

i am not alive without you

you replace no one.
you can never be replaced.


3 lying & down

here i feel away from my own kind
dim..and almost too dark
even for the short-sighted.
drowning is not dying

succumbing is all nurturing
for you will prey

it is so cold
no matter how strong your nerves are..
NEGATION


4 listen & still

alone
she fell down some stairs...

the sound resonates to where i look,
with rats living above the ceiling walls.
too much to think,
when there's having to bite
more than you can chew

how fancy sitting down
meditatively,
watching mildew smouldering
in this
quiet darkness.