close.

discover meaning:
what matters most in my mind;
dare you dream
the likeness in children's fancy.

despair subtly frequent:
provide responses satyrical
lies, boredom with depth
and in torment

those who must see:
sail in soundless echoes
innate in submission
numbers twine in my fists
they project doors
like legs wide open

commence my signs
with scent of spirits
that glide deformity.
I come in souless reason
dryed up to my bones,
and i am so happy
with maybe no maybes.

hence all in total:
efforts to evade
my doom to gloom
beer in hand
knife on the other
discover meaning
unawake in the unsleeping.