remember.

what a night, what a night..
each of these frames dropped
withered and humbled,
sleeping a nap,
the dream is here
and we are awake..
hey but dont forget the beer
i wouldnt want to be dowsed unearthly.

doesnt even begin to faint.
outside the car window,
surpassing television
the streets at night so hungry
dwelling to dried eyes
smoke-belched it gives me a shoulder
the beautiful rot
as you grow older..
i must've lost something
it was
close to what could be
what i was thinking

this day was long better
most wont be here anymore.
as with now
never minding the rain
the mud on my shoes
the dogpiss of a warm beer
it might be of something else
this heavy metal is
like down on her
listening to myself wanted.
clenching fists to feel the need
bloodlet
moving to a limit of harm.
like tasting used guitar strings,
split as my hands
lather the sweat i played
last night.
did you see i was somewhere
i travelled and walked a distance afar,
the police didnt mind
sure wish you were there.
a couple of cigarettes later,
it'll be a story or even a movie to tell,
ageless and bronzed like a rodin

yes,
yes the life forsaken and blessed
not of faces faked towards interesting
only nurturing
and only decaying


now...
where was i?

welcome.

home.

where was home?
streaming water
down beside
consciousness
laying unending
kissed by
cutting.

days went by
time cannot be
of what matters.

i might be next
to your love lost
never
but with us
as friends
long unseen
how as life deprived
with this pact
lined with blood
semen
lint
toxic
and old skin shed..

welcome
only
tasting for one and all
down
low beyond
below..
here lying
trapped
with vanes flapping
and breaths scented of rust.

there is no exit,
heads forth
devouring
in cold
never to withold.
i see
and i am forgiven..