seas.

ever falling

blithely
but
could not ask
but be by my side.
my arms reach
you never cry

skin so warm
talking about death
static and indefinite
i found out
no one was sleeping
be placed in a cell
someday was perhaps
where would never be questioned
harm
was a distance
lighted when eyes close
to absolution

contemplate how
noticing
you have been loved
and
it is only me.
but
mercy..
oh so mercy
how it is to pertain
be it never you in pity

pray still you see
the darkness
holds so deep
he never wakes
calm and so ever waiting
he is me.
frost-fingered
into underground seas

surrounded by patients.

and thus,
mine, yours
..and ours
none of words can be
for you

do take care,
concern is not partition

for you
are always one of us.

i understand
and thus you and i
are the ultimate of listeners.

you
who are amongst the few
and of only
who are just,
for now
right here.

not of wants
not of needs
not of commons
all and of the rest..

and that is why
only why.

kindly.

bleak
as was the candlelight
has shun upon you

the stench.
and
now where worlds have
only to describe like dejavu

what will you be
when
you wake up
limbless yet
wanting to have sex

moving
and closing,
could we fly away

we are two of a kind.

not seeing what was wanted to see
only to confide in its residue

stillness so forgetful
you'd regress to a phenomena
it can only be named
that
you missed it so much


time to time.
you didnt even know
what you were talking about

and all i could think
was how did i do this

calm.

month's end,
anything more to ask

how long will it last

hate to time things

only you never wanted to understand.

live here,
just to breathe for now
so i know..
that depths dont mean hell

for that is all i have.